Squeezed behind a window at the station office a huge man of Afro-Caribbean descent asked, 'Where to, brother?'
'Sheffield, please.'
As if to counter the ticket seller's warmth, a beggar accosted me as I made towards my platform. As if reciting a rehearsed monologue, I said, 'I'm going to see my young son who lives with his mother in a different city. I'm on the dole and have only seventeen pence left to my name. You may have it.'
After a pause, the beggar ran and called out after me to return the worthless change. His demeanour now softened, he said, 'Hey man, I can't take this off you.'
While on the platform waiting on the train to arrive, I recalled the maxim about leaving home without any form of money in order to see how far we get and thereby experience the limits of our freedom.
'Please stop,' I told my brain, 'I don't want to know.'
The train slowed in front of me and stopped.
Copyright © Russell Cavanagh
